Caitlin is left reeling after her best friend, Ingrid, takes her own life. Ingrid leaves behind a journal filled with words and illustrations, including a message: dear caitlin, there are so many things that i want so badly to tell you but i just can't. As Caitlin navigates profound grief and isolation, she begins to find solace and a path forward through Ingrid's journal, her family, and new friendships. This poignant story explores the difficult journey of healing, self-discovery, and understanding that connection endures even in loss.

Why You Should Read?

• Explores themes of grief, healing, and finding hope after loss with sensitivity.
• Features a compelling narrative told partially through journal entries and illustrations.
• Offers a realistic portrayal of mental health struggles and the power of friendship.
• A thoughtful and emotional read for fans of contemporary young adult fiction.